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[ he wants it. he growls again, this time in contentment as he just outright ruts against Absinthe's hand, and he's so angry -- at himself, for wanting it, especially from someone who bit a chunk off of him and then said it was cute when he cried about it...

...and for not wanting to actually go through with it. this is already bad enough, being on his knees with his ass up in the air for some shithead. it's already disgusting enough, feeling Absinthe's pre run down the back of his throat, slowly but surely coating it -- he couldn't possibly go any further than this, but he hates that that's the case. because it would feel so good, he tells himself. there's nothing to be afraid of, he tells himself. it's fine to get fucked by a dick since you're a girl anyway --

but he couldn't. no matter what, close contact like that -- it's gross. especially when it's with an actual corpse?

so to take his mind off of it Ruby digs his fingers deeper into Absinthe's hip, trying to press the man more against his own face. he chokes out a word in desperation, muffled and half incoherent, but still clear enough to understand: more. ]

[ it's almost hard to keep focused, himself -- it's almost comforting to have Ruby's mouth so far on his dick, like he could just sit here listening to him struggle to take it and feel his mouth and throat around him for hours, but at the same time he's finding his reactions to having his ass touched worth treasuring too.

he's always entertained by the contrast of how grossed out Ruby seems by sex in comparison with how much he wants it. it's easy to tell with how his ass pushes against his fingers; ]

More?

[ as if he wasn't sure what he just heard, but his fingers are pushing in deeper, as if they could actually fuck him through the cloth. ]

Mmmph!

[ that gets a vicious growl because fuck you, yes I said more you fucking dipshit you know that stop acting like a shithead about it!

to emphasize the unsaid point he just fucking claws straight down Absinthe's thigh as hard as he can. whoops, hand slipped! ]

[ -- his fingertips tighten in his hair with a rough gasp as he shoves him further onto his cock, but at least, he does oblige him, fingers moving from his ass to work their way into his pants instead, this time feeling directly at his ass with his fingers ]

[ his head stays still, since he's focusing on moving against Absinthe's hand -- he coughs again, gagging hard enough that tears start to form in the corner of his eyes ]

-- Ah. Do let me know if you need air.

[ he doesn't seem intent on letting up with his hand, despite that, his voice breathy with pleasure from both the mouth on his dick and just seeing Ruby's discomfort.

with his bare hand on his ass, now, he can grope him more fully then experimentally slide a long middle finger between the cheeks of his ass, just teasing at his rim. ]

Mmn...!

[ the noise he makes is half panicked, half needy. for a second it was almost indignant, because god why are you such an asshole?

It's starting to hurt at this point, and once again he's not really sure if he likes that or not -- or whether he likes the idea that he's like it in the first place. ]

[ it turns out whether it's panicked or needy it still causes vibrations around his cock and that has him moaning - - hips shifting up then settling back down, not quite able to get proper leverage to fuck his mouth with his hips alone like this.

his finger doesn't do more than tease at the moment - - circling his asshole, curling just a bit in like he's about to try to push a fingertip inside, then relenting and circling once more. ]

I wonder... How tight, how good you'd feel around my cock, miss Ruby...

[ panic: intensified
arousal: intensified
FUCK YOU: INTENSIFIED

He whines in annoyance and protest, but God-- god does he want it so bad, something he tries to ignore again by clawing Absinthe's thigh as hard as he can while pulling his head up to try and goad him into pushing him back down. ]

[ goading : successful

he takes a firm grip of the back of his head to shove him back down with a more guttural, shameless groan, and as he does his fingertip doesn't just test at his entrance - - with a little force it presses until his asshole spreads around it. it's still shallow enough it can't be more than a few millimeters but it'll be enough to feel the stretch regardless. ]

Ha - - - hahaha - - yes, I can tell. Did you want more...?

[ oh. that actually feels good.

not the finger, so much -- that just makes him want more, just like Absinthe says -- but no, what Ruby's focused on here is how amazing it feels to have his face shoved down onto a cock, and more than that how good it feels to have to struggle against said force.

so he tries to pull up, again. harder, this time. ]

[ now if Absinthe were a kind considerate sexual partner he might pause here and make sure this isn't too much, check if Ruby's pulling back is an actual indicator he wants to stop, etcetera etcetera

thankfully he's Absinthe so the pull back is met with another harsh push on his head, using his grip in his hair to force that, aiming to make him take his cock all the way in again. ]

Did you think - - you were leaving this half done? Good girls should finish their meals.

[ stop, stop, he's already dead!

With a glare, Ruby growls deep and angrily, this time trying to force himself back up using the hand on Absinthe's thigh for leverage. It's a fight, at this point, his original goal of whatever the fuck he was doing here completely forgotten. ]

[ - - and he shoves him back down again, shuddering out a laugh as he does, pre once again evident on his tip as he slides his cock into Ruby's mouth, fingertips digging in against his scalp as he rolls his hips upwards. he still isn't really assuming Ruby wants to stop and he hasn't moved his hand away from his ass either. ]

[ this time he moans loudly around Absinthe's cock, inadvertently shifting his hips against the finger in his ass -- it all hurts but this is definitely good, despite the tears now leaking from his eyes.

thank fuck for badman partners honestly he'd be fucked otherwise but like, in the bad way where he doesn't get to have fun?

such as the fun of very lightly pressing his teeth against the base of Absinthe's cock with a wild, threatening snarl, his tail lashing in the air. ]

Miss Ruby--

[ it's a similar sort of reaction to before - - his hips raise at the teeth, his cock twitches again and maybe he enjoys that more than a regular person would, the hint of danger those teeth imply, and

he's so, so close but he wants to get some form of revenge against him in turn. his finger curls in further, the tip entirely inside Ruby now, pressing against his walls as he starts to more messily fuck his mouth, breath ragged. ]

[ oh. now the finger feels good, if a little painful even with it just being the tip. he wants to be fucked so bad --

-- well, at least he's getting that wish fulfilled on one end. and he's actually okay with it too -- his gasping and moaning and gagging means he has to stop threatening with his teeth, but that's fine. he feels a bit nauseous, but that's fine. the dick's disgusting, so is the pre, but really that all just adds to the experience. his resistance dies down to just token efforts, as he lets himself be fucked. ]

[ his palm braces against his ass and his finger hooks in further like he's using that for leverage, too, as he fucks his mouth and throat, chasing his completion roughly, seemingly all too content to use Ruby like this, and with a long, shuddering moan - -

he forces him back down on his cock as he comes, and doesn't let up if he tries to pull away, aiming either to make him choke or swallow. ]

[ he'd rather FUCKING CHOKE

which, you know, he does. a lot, desperately trying to pull away because this is definitely infinitely more grody than it was on his hand. He not only tries to pull up but also away like a dog trying to slip its collar, and his tail tries to smack blindly at whatever part of Absinthe's in reach. ]

[ he's so, so tempted to keep hmm down on his cock for that, through all his struggling but he resists the urge, reading more of this behavior now as Genuinely Wanting To Stop and letting up on his hair to let him pull back, shuddering. ]

Too much - - for your tastes?

[ hold on

busy gasping for air and then just

you know

throwing up a little. mostly just cum and saliva and bile, but god he's going to fucking die.

he just looks like that madotsuki vomiting picture honestly ]

[ hot

I mean, um, ew. Grody. ]

-- did you have to do that right on the bed?

oh fuck off

[ laughs, and leans over him, going to pat and then pet his back, still a little lazy in the aftermath of his orgasm. ]

I must say I'm impressed with you.

[ WAIT NO

DON'T DO A PRAISE??? BAD

his tail wags. even though he still looks torn between pissed and wanting to die. ]

You're such a fucking dick, you know that? What the fuck was any of that you were saying? And you can't fucking warn a girl before you shoot your grody zombie juice down her throat? Fuck.

[ on the other hand he just sounds like all the fight was taken out of him

Which, you know, it was, so. ]

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